I will be.

I was uneasy when I knew you liked me.

In my mind, it wasn't supposed to be.

I was struggling when a wall came our way

In my mind, I badly wanted to put it away.

I was happy when all of a sudden we're okay.

In my mind, I have waited for this day.

I was worried when it happened for the second time.

In my mind, once again our friendship was on the line.

I was grateful when we were able to fix it once more.

In my mind, it's time to really close that door.

I was afraid when I felt confused about who I am.

n my mind, where did this feeling come from?

I was troubled when I didn't really know what to do.

In my mind, I hope I have the choice to undo.

I was unsure when I tried to keep it.

In my mind, I just have to admit.

I was impulsive when I told you what I feel.

In my mind, maybe you like me still.

I was hurt when you don't feel the same way anymore.

In my mind, this might be worth fighting for.

I was shattered when everything's getting harder to keep.

In my mind, all I wanted is to save our friendship.

I was confused when you seemed so inconsistent.

In my mind, I want to know what it meant.

I was shocked when you were jealous.

In my mind, what if this time there is no one to lose?

I was blissful when my heart beats even stronger.

In my mind, I wish it could be forever.

I was brave when I am willing to risk for you and me.

In my mind, that's the only way for us to be.

I was excited when we had our first date.

In my mind, it was the day I'm willing to wait.

I was sad when things are slowly changing.

In my mind, I'm sure this is something.

I was broken when you told me what I needed to know.

In my mind, I can't stop my tears to flow.

I was wounded when deep inside I can feel a painful scar.

In my mind, 'Why did it come this far?"

I was afraid when pain and anger is overflowing.

In my mind, a part of me feels like dying.

I was pissed when all you can say is sorry.

In my mind, the pain is too hard to bury.

I was relieved when I chose to forgive.

In my mind, I will continue to live.

I was wrong when I thought I'm done.

In my mind, the love is not yet totally gone.

I was tired when I cried and there you are smiling.

In my mind, I won't stay like this and do nothing.

I was all that. But now, it'll all be about me.

In my heart, I will be happy. I will be.